The Smart-Ass Artist

Into haze and enjoying it.. There is fun in struggle. Atleast it makes you feel that you want to come out of it, you know, trial for betterment. Closing your eyes, covering your ears can make you the smartest one in a world where you live alone. Craving for purposes has always thrown me into dilemmas. For me 'Everyone has one, their own', but somehow I find people acting as if  'Everyone has one, the same one'. I mean why the fuck do I have to follow rules to be just like you, where is the point if people cant say who's me and who's you.

You are someone who wakes up every morning just to go out and prove that you are a good servant, serving your master ignoring the fact that every other person around you is trying the same, even your master. The guy cleaning your loo considers you his master(though in reality I doubt that, strongly) and you start feeling better thinking you are able to afford someone who does that. When I observe myself , I find leading a similar life, doing the same shit to acheive the same shit, to afford someone who cleans my shit.

If in the above stanza I swap 'You' with 'me', the meaning wont change. You wont be able to say, who's me and who's you, and that my friend, proves my point. It actually shows where we stand :) Nowhere.

'Being cynical doesn't pay you off, its depressing' I hear that often from people around me. My dear caring friends, I am depressed, hell I am and I am not depressed about that cause I know when chips are down your motives change and you do that cause you are unaware of the things that you are doin.You are unaware cause you have, through out your life, followed flocks, which itself is following some other flock. If some image of a flock is kept and moved round and round in a circle and you are asked that following that flock makes your life better, believe me you will do that, i,e going round and round throughout your life.

The guy whom you consider next to god and worship every morning is one of them who makes such real to life images. People very easily start saying, 'he is an artist'. I say hell he is, but he is a smart-ass too.